It’s Just a Game

tug of war


Thoughts wandering aimlessly,
Still trying to grasp what you said to me.
Lost in a haze,
Stumbling to hold on to something that once made sense.

My mind is playing games with my heart,
Trying to convince myself that it’s okay to love you.
My mind is playing tricks,
Trying to convince me that everything will be okay.

The truth it the truth,
It is what it is.
I can’t change you
Make you a part of a world where you don’t fit.

Trying to accept you for who you are,
But it’s hard.
A bond that was once strong,
You lit up in flames.

Trying to turn my back on you,
But we both know I can’t.
Want to stand up for myself,
But we know I won’t.

It’s a sad truth…

sandy signature